loneliness

my heart breaks, i feel alone,
no one to help, you dont pick up the phone.
needing you, feeling the fear,
every night crying yet another tear.
Wanting you to the point of no return,
feeling in my heart all that i yearn.
darkness falls im still thinking of you,
feeling inside so still and blue.
emptiness, sad and low,
cant stop caring i love you so!.
wishing with all my might,  read more

forever!!!

Forever is a mighty long time,
forever is how i wished you'd stay mine.
Forever is a long time away,
forever is how i wished we'd stay.
Forever is lasting forever is strong,
forever, for us is what i really long.
Forever is everlasting, eternally for ever more,
all of the above with you i adore.
Forever means always,my love for you,
forever is within us, in all we do!!!

i wished!!!

I wished for the stars i got an empty sky,
i wished for a rainbow i couldn't find it, tell me why?
Iwished to love someone, to call them my own,
all i ended up feeling was very alone.
I wished your smile would focus on me,
instead your smile failed to be.
i wished for your stare to fall deep into mine,
instead your stare just became so blind.  read more