i wished!!!

I wished for the stars i got an empty sky,
i wished for a rainbow i couldn't find it, tell me why?
Iwished to love someone, to call them my own,
all i ended up feeling was very alone.
I wished your smile would focus on me,
instead your smile failed to be.
i wished for your stare to fall deep into mine,
instead your stare just became so blind.  read more

I...........

I have to live with myself and so
I want to be fit for myself.
I want to be able as days go by,
I don't want to stand with the setting sun,
And hate myself for the things I've done.
I want to go with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect.
In this struggle for fame and self,
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know  read more